Thursday, April 16, 2009

Just Me

So guess what guys..........
Prom~3 days~Excited
It's almost here and you know what I'm really excited this prom it going to be like amazing :)
So today has been a good day I feel very productive I got up did pilates and did my school then went to tech I'm makin a website in Dreamweaver and Photoshop. It's on a bakery it looks soo pretty It makes me happy it's all pink and pretty but It still looks like a real website too ya know.... :D It makes me smile hahaha which is pretty easy to do becuz I love smiling lolz.

You know if you ever text me or if I type somthing you will notice I use lolz alot I think I like that word a little bit too much hahaha my signature on my phone is now ~Z~ cuz I use it soo much hahaha ;) One of my friends says that's totally my nickname now because I use lolz sooo much ;)

K so serious turn I guess.....sometimes....I get really insecure about myself....about how I look and stuff and I know that isn't cool because I know that I am the smart beautiful girl that God made me to be and I am fearfully and wonderful made...and I know this...but sometimes I just have these moments where I'm like Am I pretty enough? Am I you know too quiet? Am I.....? But then I'm like who Cares?! I am who I am....My friends who know me know that I am who I am and im sure they don't care that I may not be the loudest or craziest or whatever......God loves me just as I am I mean he made me just as I am the quiet smiley sometimes loud and crazy and random person that I am....and I'm sooo glad he did :D Like 4 realz


Didja know that I had never been bowling up until 2 months ago...It was my first time I mean I sucked at it lolz But i had SO much fun I mean it was something new to do...or atleast new to me hahaha I like trying new things even If I suck at them Its just fun to do...haha :)

2 comments:

Halle said...

I am so glad you are your amazingly awesome self, Chel!!! We need more people in this world who are not afrias to be themselves...everyone gets insecure sometimes or at some point, but, realizing that you just are who you are and accepting yourself where you are makes it all better.
And being the loudest and craziest has it's downside: it's called annoyingness...lol not a word...

Chel-ray said...

Awwww Thank You!! I totally know what you mean...cuz i mean why be someone else when God made you to be just the person you are :)
Ahh yes I agree It much easier to accept me as me..ya know because that is how God made me...
Well I for one Love my LoUD CrAZy friends like for realz

♥ U!!!!