I'm gonna be......

a SENIOR!!!!!!!!!



So I went to the CHEER Graduation yesterday and It was lots of fun. But it got me thinking....that will be me walking across that stage next year. WOW! That is very exciting and kinda scary all wrapped into one. It's crazy to think that this time next year I'm going to be a graduate. One part of me is like YES!! Freedom done with school and now to make my own decisions and the other part is like man..I don't wanna grow up...I just want to be 5 again and only worry about whats for lunch and what am I going to play with today. But I don't ever plan on growing up completely lolz I mean we all have to grow up from being little kids but life would be no fun if we don't still joke around and have fun and be the crazy awesome amazing people that God created us to be. :D

My goal is to basically trust God to help me in all my decisions once I get out of high school and even during my last year of high school. For him to show me what I'm going to do once I get out of school and the plans that he has for me. I know they are going to be great. But I want to make sure that I hear him and that I'm following his will for my life. Its a scary thing to think about but its also very exciting. I know it's gonna be good..I just sometimes freak out thinking about the future. Because it's almost here literally...and now I must pray and cope and think about it all....Ahhhhh...But I'm still extremely excited because I know my God is going to take care of me :)

Just Me

So guess what guys..........
Prom~3 days~Excited
It's almost here and you know what I'm really excited this prom it going to be like amazing :)
So today has been a good day I feel very productive I got up did pilates and did my school then went to tech I'm makin a website in Dreamweaver and Photoshop. It's on a bakery it looks soo pretty It makes me happy it's all pink and pretty but It still looks like a real website too ya know.... :D It makes me smile hahaha which is pretty easy to do becuz I love smiling lolz.

You know if you ever text me or if I type somthing you will notice I use lolz alot I think I like that word a little bit too much hahaha my signature on my phone is now ~Z~ cuz I use it soo much hahaha ;) One of my friends says that's totally my nickname now because I use lolz sooo much ;)

K so serious turn I guess.....sometimes....I get really insecure about myself....about how I look and stuff and I know that isn't cool because I know that I am the smart beautiful girl that God made me to be and I am fearfully and wonderful made...and I know this...but sometimes I just have these moments where I'm like Am I pretty enough? Am I you know too quiet? Am I.....? But then I'm like who Cares?! I am who I am....My friends who know me know that I am who I am and im sure they don't care that I may not be the loudest or craziest or whatever......God loves me just as I am I mean he made me just as I am the quiet smiley sometimes loud and crazy and random person that I am....and I'm sooo glad he did :D Like 4 realz


Didja know that I had never been bowling up until 2 months ago...It was my first time I mean I sucked at it lolz But i had SO much fun I mean it was something new to do...or atleast new to me hahaha I like trying new things even If I suck at them Its just fun to do...haha :)

My Life

Sooo next year I'm going to tech again and im very bummedd out about the fact that they are moving us all the way to Riverside next school year. We got a new superintendent this lady I don't know her name anyways She decide to move the WHOLE I.T.(Information Technologies) Department to the Riverside Campus. Right now we are at the Broken Arrow Campus and I'm kinda sad to move. I mean I've gotten used to the layout of the B.A. Campus and I got to know the staff there and it would just would've been more fun and cool to stay there. So the classes that are moving is Website Design (the one I'm in now), 3D Design & Animation, Web Programming, and Digital Media (the one I'm gonna take next year). It is just soo sad and the fact that the Riverside Campus is far away....or @ least it seems like it to me. :( Oh and the fact that we are ADDING on to the BA Campus...I mean she is only moving us because she wants in to be only Automotive classes and stuff but they are Adding on I just don't get it......makes me sad hopefully one of my Bestest Tech friends will still be able to come because she lives so far away anyways sadness.......I hope it will just all work out.....I'm giving it to God. :)


Anyways on to happier stuff haha

Dude!! so I'm pretty stinkin excited for Prom!!! It is going to be pretty awesome and amazing!!
It's in like 19 days last years prom was fun too but this years sounds even better and the fact that we have free dance lessons I mean they're FREE!! that like amazingly fantastical :) Free stuff is like amazing ya know....free doughnut free pizza free popcorn.....hahaha i realized the last 3 free things were food I must have food on the brain or something I did just eat some pizza Little Ceasers to be exact it was extremely good Little ceasers it totally one of my fav types of pizza ya know? if you haven't tried it you should most defiantly should :)

So guess what 57 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dry Gulch = Super duper Excited Awesome Anticipation Amazing Indescribably Waiting Wondering Hoping Praying Just Crazyness!!!!
I'm soo excited I'm just hoping that I get my acceptance letter soon and that God is able to use this summer in a big way because I'm doing this for him <3.

Updates and 31 Random Things about me :)

Heyyy Peoples
Know I know it has been way to long since i've posted I have been crazy busy lol. In Tech im me & some other girls are designing a website for a competition and I am exctited about that we are almost done well kinda hahahaha but it's coming along quite well. I am excited that we are starting our dance routines for the May Recital!!! Happyness and let's see what else Ohh for christmas I got a new phone I was very happy about that =D

Now for some random things about me this was started on facebook but I decide to but it on my blogger too I mean why not lol :D but on this one im just going to keep writing stuff til I either run out of randomness or I get tired of typing lol =D

1. I'm a girl hahaha yes i know really random :)
2. I LOVE my God soo much and I know he has wonderful things in store for me.
3. I like photography and shooting random pictures
4. I want to do something in computers when I get older right now either graphic design or multimedia design I know God is going to show me exactly what and where I need to be.
5. I normally flat-iron my hair everyday unless my hair is natural =D
6. Here lately i have been adding -ness to alot of words like: awesomeness, randomness, schweetness, fancyness...etc. lol its funnn hahaha
7. I have never been bowling! but you know what!?!?! I am going to go soon :) I said it now it has to happen lol
8. I totally made up schweet and crazy beans YO!! yep i coined it :) it is totally my phrase now lol jk =D
9. I can be really loud but I have my quiet moments
10. I love being random it's awesomeness :)
11. I like watchng sports (football, basketball, tennis, and lots more) yep I'm pretty much a sports freak. =D lol
12. When it's quiet or even if it's not I normally start humming it's a weird habit of mine but If i don't have my ipod on i need some kind of music lol :)
13. I will just randomly start singing songs
14. I love riding roller coasters
15. I am one month away from having my regular drivers license happyness :)
16. I normally take my phone with me like eveywhere =D
17. I like earrings. I like getting new ones and having all kind of different earings. Colorful, Long, Bright, Hoops, etc. just all different kinds
18. I used to have 4 guinea pigs
19. I sleep with 2 pillows. One on top of the other keeps me comfy
20. When I was younger I used to like the smell of the vacuum cleaner bag lol weird huh? hahaha
21. I really really like Rock Band. I need to get one like right now hahaha!!!! lol :)
22. I was born in Detroit, MI
23. I love my friends sooo much!!! <3
24. I used to be a very lively child I could not sit still always bouncing around and such lol =D
25. I have 2 different email addresses well technically I have 3 i rarely use the third one though lol :)
26. I like baking better than cooking Not that I can't cook well it's just that I like baking better because you get to taste the wonderfully sweet things that you make it's just more fun to me
27. I have a HUGE sweet tooth lol chocolate candy i basically like them all but Chocolate is my fav
28. I really like the Japanese Cherry Blosson lotion and body spray they sell at Bath and Body Works it smell's soo yummy lol
29. I am a Big Bookworm I like to read alot!!!!
30. I love wearing funky colored nail polish
31. I use to have this really weird habit of if I touched something with one finger I had to touch it with the other finger. I did that with my feet too If I walked over the crack with one foot I had to walk over it with the other foot too hahaha it was weird

Hahahaha well I'm done for now sooo
L8r you awesome peoples!!!!